tears are falling

I dont know what's wrong with me I've been so down and depressed latley worse then ever each day i find it harder to hold the tears back.. It hurts so much I look at my son and I dont ever want him to feel any pain I'd do anything for this little boy I never knew I could love somebody this much I thought I knew what love was before but now I can see I was blind.. the love a mother has for her child nobody can ever take or change or alter its always going to be the same unconditional love she had from the start.. this little boy is my only reason to smile and its real, i dnt know were i would be today if it wasnt for him he's changed my life so much, im grateful.. I love you pappas :)